NO i’m not okay.

i hate to sound so typical but no i’m not no

I DID NOT just do my makeup for no reason

I DID NOT stress about my outfit for no reason

I DID NOT think it would turn out to be the grand finale of humiliation after an embarressing weekend of making an ass of myself at orientation

I DID have high hopes

I DID look forward to this

I WAS passive aggressive and lied about it

I WAS hurt and i lied about it

I AM an idiot

and I AM still hurt.

FUCK you and fuck this summer I just want it over I want this over.

let me go to college so i can stop dicking around like a moron.

i’m so stupid. i’m so stupid. i’m so stupid.